hye. so here's the things. when life took you down, think of what brings you up. but the problem is, nowadays, we don't really know what brings us up. so, search for it. go find out what actually put you up. i wont be easy i told ya. but i promise it really worth your time searching. is it your family that always brings you up when you definitely cant stand anymore? or maybe your close friend aka bff(oh yea, everybody claim that they have one)? or is it you enemies? have you really think about it? well sometimes, we have to figure it out who actually being the true one and who doesn't. don't worry, it is only a matter of time until you figure it out.
life won't be easily. be careful, people. there is wolves in the world. life get more messy everytime your age get higher. but it is okay. don't be afraid. face the life, be who you want to be, and stand still. don't let life control you, go get up, and let you be the one who control your life. nah, you won't get mess this time. but it is depends on how you take it. either life as an advantage to step forward or life as another fuck ass that put you behind.
you know what is the feeling each time you mess up and you just didn't know where to lean on? that is where life gonna show you who is still in, who is out and who always in for you. don't be afraid to know the reality. each time i mess up, i discover people that care for me most. so, i fall then i get back as soon as possible. you know why? that is because i am afraid. wanna know what i am afraid of? afraid that i have let the people i care the most down. well, i will not make it if i didnt want to. but realize there is people who need me, think of that i am the one they can lean on when nobody is there, that whats make me strong enough to go through this.
so each time i mess up. i always think of they who never tired be the one that put me up again everytime i fall. even after they are laughing. so, go find them. they might be your enemies. but tell you what, even friends can be strangers in second. till then, MM. toodles!